Someone's here?

...why?

One would think that after all this time, this world would have more life.

After all, if you spend enough time by the side of greatness, you should become it, right?

If only it was that simple...

It started as a name.

Then, it became the struggle to belong to a community.

Then, it became a mistake.

Then, it returned as an idea.

Until one day, it all started to take shape, just not in the tangible world.

I couldn't stop there, and I can't stop now.

My heart holds too much for me to stop.

But, even if nothing happens, the burden never becomes unbearable, for I know I am primarily moved by love.

Spite, unfortunately, plays a part in it as well.

I do not curse those who have pushed me down, but I do wish they were never entangled in my mess.

I have waited and waited for help, but for half a decade it never came.

I have to start myself.

From a glorified ladder to the most dazzling of battles, everything has a beginning, right?

I have to start climbing now.

I will not give you the joy of letting myself die.